2019 Energy & Heart Healing Transmission

2019 Engery (recorded on 1/17/19 prior to January’s Total Lunar Eclipse)

I have taken a moment to step back even more, an internet/ social media detox, a time to really slow down (I didn’t know it was even possible to slow down even more), to be with my family, to continue to exist, be and in this beingness I have found that I am whole and complete. That despite the break from “working”, a lot of internal work has taken place. There is no manual to life but when we connect with the true self we are our greatest guide, when we can remember our truth and unlearn the beliefs that no longer hold true, no longer work for us, when we tap into our intuition and allow Mother Earth to guide us (knowing now we are the Universe), we are whole no matter if we feel sadness or joy. We are all of it but without being too attached to outcome, trust.

I have felt the Universe within, the collective, the ups and downs, the sadness, anger, fear as well as the love, the expansion and through a lot of self love and radical self care have experienced the integration of the Ego. Can step back and be the compassionate witness. The ascension process that I’ve heard so much about has literally played out within me from descension to working my way up. I have ascended from inner pits of hell the ultimate fear to heaven the ultimate love. I have never read the bible but my understanding is we are “it”, we are the stories, the stories being metaphors for how we ascend, how we live life through principles of forgiveness, nonjudgement, compassion & love, to be the co-creators, the masters of our own lives connected to source. As we all are taken on this journey through ascension there may be some fearful emotions that come up, life may be difficult at times/a struggle, or you can ride the wave of ascension surrendering the whole way knowing all is here and showing up in your life, for you, to help you.

Either way, now I understand when I was told by my higher self, the highest aspect of self, my guides and Angels (which are really all a layer of me, of self here to help on this journey of remembering) that I am a seed planter, a way shower, a light worker, an earth angel. I realize I am exactly where I need to be so I can help someone that may be a day behind me, a month, year, etc to help bring guidance and healing into their lives. Realizing with every channelled message written or spoken there is a healing frequency that comes with it. I was told I would heal with my messages, sound, color, in many different ways. But it wasn’t until my breakthrough in May that I now have a deeper understanding of what that means. Because I actually experienced it first hand. In the midst of it I was told to go to my blog, as I was in extreme fear I began to read and something amazing began to happen, it was as if I was encased in a protective beautiful bubble of white light being reassured by the Divine Mother and Father that all is well. I am a transmitter of this expanded heart healing energy, it took my breakdown to have this major revelation that once I fully surrendered to the process, to my gifts and no one else could step in because I had to prove it to me to know and trust that I can help others in the same way.

During one of my self healing sessions I had a profound healing experience in which I could feel and hear the presence of the Divine Mother and Father. I heard Heart and Soul Transformation healing was what was taking place. And as I wrote the title to this blog post I wrote Heart Healing transmission so for now that is what I will call it (as I type I feel my heart expand, love it….no more hiding my experiences, who I am and how I have transitioned/evolved into the person I am today).

Feel free to contact me. Go to the Healing section at the top of site to get in touch with me for a healing session (I will be adding intuitive readings as well).

Netflix- Heal

Documentary Heal on Netflix

I suggest that everyone watches this documentary to gain a deeper understanding of how powerful we truly are. And how our emotions, our thoughts and beliefs are a huge contributor to our health both physical and mental. How energy healing can play a big role in bringing balance to our lives amongst other alternative ways of healing. I lived for years with depression and anxiety. I tried so many different medications that covered the symptoms and although yes they helped to stable me they also caused other problems like low sex drive, feelings of emptiness/ no emotions and to get off these medications once your on them can be extremely challenging.

We are on this journey of life to feel and experience all kinds of things but sometimes what we think is helping us can also be hurting us. And yes I do agree that many medications can be helpful and have their place. But now is the time that we need to be open to other methods of healing. If you would have mentioned energy healing a couple of years ago I would have thought you were weird but now through several experiences I have been shown and gifted the most beautiful healing experiences. From stopping smoking after over 30 years; cold turkey with no side affects and no cravings or desire to ever go back to being a smoker. To helping and eliminating the aches and pains that come with the autoimmune disease of Lupus. To helping with anxiety, depression, bringing a sense a calmness back into a persons life that didn’t even know was possible. I could go on and on about the benefits of energy work/healing that help to bring balance into our everyday lives.

We are living in this fast paced modern world and need to find ways to limit stress and add practices of self care. And through these self care practices they will assist to uncover the truth of who we are and learn to love accept and approve of ourselves to bring us back to a feeling of wholeness.

I am whole and complete!

Meditation

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A commitment to a meditation practice is the number one way of creating a positive shift in our lives. It will create balance in our mind, body and spirit. Gain and improved clarity, stability, health and an overall feeling of wellbeing. Over time you will notice as life happens you can stay calm in moments that you may before have reacted to. A feeling of positivity, more joy. There are many ways of meditating, deep breathing, mantras, breath work, yoga meditations, walking meditations, guided meditations, find the meditation that works for you, one that will keep you wanting to come back for more. And remember it’s like working a muscle it gets easier and the results are better over time (it’s the cumulative).

Remember not to be so hard on yourself in the beginning, just be aware that you have committed to self-care, to meditate and are trying your best, which is a step in the right direction. Begin with 5 minutes and know that you can meditate anywhere (even in the bathroom on the toilet if you have too…it’s you and your breathe…no need to get dressed up but if you like the ritual of lighting a candle, have a certain room or spot in your home that is perfect too). The energy you create in that area will be so beautiful because you are giving time to you, much needed time to yourself. So many people say it’s difficult to keep their mind quiet but that’s the thing you don’t have to, find good guided meditations or repeat in your mind on the in breath Inhale and on the out breathe Release. Simple, we make this way harder than it needs to be. Your soul will thank you and once you’ve been doing it for a while your outer world will reflect the calmness in your inner world.

Heal Judgement

Listen to the attached audio in regards to healing judgement. Let’s free ourselves from what we hold onto energetically that does not serve (not just gossiping about others but all the internal judgement and the way we talk about other people’s lives to other people). Energetically I have felt and heard what this does and when we free ourselves of it, we also help others. This helps to ripple love out to feel uplifted, lighter, expansion. As a tool and tip begin a judgement journal, set the intention to surround it with healing energy so all that goes into that journal gets healed. You will be amazed at how your life will begin to transform. Truly excited to feel the transformational energy.

Heal Judgement

Are you an Empath?

For over the past year my journey began when I wanted to understand what an Empath is because of my children. And I wanted to help, I wanted to fix, to heal….I dove so deep into all of it. Completely consumed by information and in the process I began to find myself. They were fine, I was not, through my projection of all my fears onto them I created distance and separation, in trying to protect them I was hurting the people I loved.

It did not fully hit until recently that the reason I have struggled with relationships my whole life from friendships, to romantic relationships to the rebellious teen and young adult self, work relationships (always choosing the same bosses and work environment). Is because I am an Empath, a highly sensitive person. The relationship I struggled with most is the one with myself. Never understanding why I felt I couldn’t handle the normal day-to-day life without feeling defeated, depleted, anger, resentment, anxiety…so much negativity but yet I was always the fun-loving girl. The one that could turn a funeral into a party, enjoyed life, took chances, was always ready to explore, said yes to having fun. And then things began to feel so hard.

My deep hurt wasn’t mine all the time, I was surrounded by love my whole life but put up a wall or at least tried to because their pain became my pain. I did everything I could to numb this pain, avoid feeling, but I still soaked it up. We are all addicted to something and although I judged other’s for theirs when you have to face your own it’s like looking the devil in the eyes. And it will make you feel like it will forever have a hold on you but once you can look yourself in the mirror and admit to your own personal demons I see you and even in my own steps to release you no matter how big or small the steps may seem it no longer can rule your life because the person who wants you to face it, is you.

During my breakdown I had episodes of traumatic memories replayed in my mind, my body, the fear was so deafening it was more than my system could take. Our moments that frighten us the most, that shake us up, that stop us are telling us something. If we don’t stop and listen, take notice and start looking within and what the people around us are showing us in those moments we lose out on life’s biggest lessons. The events in our lives are teaching us so we can grow, evolve, otherwise what is the point? Why did a love one choose to leave if we didn’t learn from their loss? Why did we experience a wake up call if it doesn’t make us ask bigger questions, of why are we here? Is there more to life than what I see or know? Do I have a bigger life’s purpose than what I am doing now? And if so what steps do I take to know that purpose?

Begin by going within, sit, stop, listen, take notice because if you have had these experiences consider yourself lucky. If you are reading this it’s because the Universe needs you to choose love and share that love with others. To be part of the much-needed uncovering, unfolding and release to know you are a light to the world and your light is needed now. And if you too are an Empath, a sensitive person and have felt like sometimes life is too much to handle, know that there is a way to make this your biggest super power, your greatest gift. I am finally at a point in my life that I love and embrace my gifts, I feel deeply and can help heal on a deep level as well. Contact me below for soul transformation healing.

Empowerment

Empowerment jumping above water
Staying Centered within our Heart Space. Allowing our heart to lead us.
The push and pull, this inner struggle we have at times is a false reality, full of self doubt and criticism. I’ve said it before and I say again once our minds and hearts connect as one in perfect coherence we live in perfect harmony, inner peace, inner calm, a beautiful instrument to connect to our true whole self. The highest aspect of our true loving nature, who we truly are.
My journey continues but now I am ready to share, to be of service, to have that energy exchange because I am worthy of abundance in all forms. To offer what I know and how I rose above the falsehood literally went from the pits of an inner hell battling not only my inner demons but that of others as well, to rising up connected to the light within and all around. This may come in the form of my messages, books, courses, talking, energy healing, accountability, meditation….I am being guided in the most precious way and I am ready to help be a guide for you. Just say yes to your own personal growth.
Infinite Possibilities, Infinite Potential, Infinite Creative source. Call it in to fill, uplift and protect, we are a powerful being of light, shine our light on all because now is the time to go big, that can be any action that brings love in. Remember our truth, we are the light and always love. We are exactly where we need to be. No good or bad, right or wrong way only the mind perceives this way due to limiting beliefs. Time to shed the old beliefs and connect with our highest aspect of self. This is where we want to be so we can ascend with the New Earth.
#joyfullyawake #newearth #light #highestself #infinitepossibilities #infinitecreativesource

Infinite Totality

unconditional-love-2When we can look at life as the infinite totality of limitless possibilities, knowing love itself is eternal, we can look at it as the journey it is. Every ending just means there is now a new beginning, like a circle, the circle of life that is always flowing never-ending, sometimes it may be difficult to see where one chapter ends and another begins but if we can look at every experience in our lives as an opportunity to grow and learn then we realize our life always has purpose. Even in times when maybe we have drifted away from that eternal love, from source, from our true purpose of living a joyful life full of love for ourselves to share this purpose with others to come together as a collective to raise each other up through creative abundance, through community, through an infinite supply of source energy; love, we are still on purpose. Energy is ever flowing and as Albert Einstein states “Energy cannot be created or destroyed it can only be changed from one form to another”.

So the journey itself is what life is all about, there is no ending. For even when we leave our physical bodies, our love still exist through the people in our lives, our spirit lives on perhaps to help those we leave behind to continue to learn the life lessons with the ultimate lesson being self-love, approval and acceptance. If we can’t love ourselves truly and care for ourselves it makes it difficult to truly love others from a place of authenticity, without condition because now we are tapping into our own energy and giving of ourselves completely feeling that this is love. We get lost in this false concept of love.

We are all conduits, a vehicle in which source moves and experiences life through us, so if source is infinite and we can wrap our minds around the concept that infinite source energy is ever-moving, ever-changing pure love that as we stay connected, we embody this pure love and allow source to shine through us, allowing us to share in love but knowing we are always connected to our infinite supply, so if we are feeling depleted, then we are using our own energy and are not allowing pure love in.

It is through fear that we lose that connection to source, that we begin to rely on our own strength rather than allowing source to channel through us in abundantly creative ways because we are scared that we are not in control of our own lives, at some point we were taught this or observed this behavior that became ingrained in us, that life is hard and we must push through it. Yes in our own suffering we can learn some of the greatest lessons but it is when we stay stuck in the suffering, in the past stories, stay stuck in fear that we stay the victim. Shadow work is a great way of healing as long as you can face it, learn from it and release it. So again it comes in the unlearning, uncovering of all the limiting beliefs that we picked up along the way, to allow our truest whole self to emerge and allow love in to be lead to follow the path of ease and flow, the path that exist with your name on it because that path is your birthright. Anything else that feels difficult is false. So surrender to love, be open to allowing and receiving the infinite creative abundance of pure source energy.